That Shmata Queen ought to agree that it is time to lock lips again and find out what lies beneath the surface.
I expect the Shmata Queen to show up here sooner or later to read through some of my musings. Might be interesting to her, might not be.
Not nearly as good as the conversations in persons would be. That is what ought to happen. Better to go harder and deeper, remove roadblocks and potential for misunderstanding.
Haven't updated this joint in a while because I had a thought about an SQ post/update.
Obviously haven't done it yet but still might, am waiting on a couple of things to fall into place and then we'll see what kind of nonsense to share.
Kind of torn up this morning so I am not up to doing/saying much more and I have people around who are endlessly annoying, but updates are coming.
Would have been great for our mental health and given us more than a few moments of cardiovascular work which is good for our physical health.
Well, there is still time to explore this down the road a bit.
That woman told SQ that we were just talking about your girls, except she meant it as in 'our girls' which is a different story altogether.
Made me wonder who she thinks I am in this picture. Does she think I am the ex or the current?
Could have said I do know the one in the biblical sense but that would have been TMI for that situation, but pretty damn funny nonetheless.
Standing outside the winery waiting to say goodbye CC comes up to me and apologizes because she says she doesn't remember my name.
I tell her and she tells me loves reading about our girls. "Your big one has her choice of colleges and your younger one is pretty amazing too."
I was about to tell her she was mistaken as to my role there when you came out and she said we were talking about them.
Would of said something but your mom was making sure you knew who taught you everything and so I just laughed and let it go.
Don't know where we were, but I kissed you and then you asked me how long I was going to wait to ask for your mouth.
I said 'why' and you said you couldn't imagine me not asking because you 'know me.'
I laughed and asked and you smiled and went to take care of things. It may have been only a dream, but dammit, it reminded me of how well we get along.
We just fit each other. You know, we balance each other out in and make one heck of a union team.
And you are wondering if I really have thought about all this entails and whether I have a plan. You're thinking about whether I am crazy or if just maybe there really is more magic in the moonlight.
Or maybe you are really wondering if your pedestrian palate can keep up with my far more experienced and adventurous system.
What you really should do is just shut up and kiss me. Your heart, soul and body are still mine. You know it and I know it.
PS Was this serious or silly.
Got this idea that the kingdom needs to be opened up so the secret garden can be walked through and used for intimate conversation.
There are lots of reasons for it not the least of which is recognition some times there is strength that comes from admitting weakness.
The new position is really good, but it is hard learning shit again and there is so very much to learn. Maybe I am farther along than I think I am, but maybe I am not.
Sometimes you just want a hug and a friendly voice to say you are doing the best you can and sometimes you want crazy sex, one hell of a blow job and a chance to smile at someone and say who could have ever predicted that life would be like this.
It is one hell of a ride sometimes.
Sometimes I think about opening my arms wide to see who comes walking in of their own accord and who ignores the opportunity.
Sometimes I think fear is based upon reality but most of the time I think it is a bullshit excuse.
No risk, no rewards.
Damn if I am not ridiculously tired, over tired for certain, Oy.
But anyway, I can't argue with the wheels of fate and destiny. woohoo!
Sooner or later the time will come and so will you. :)
Someone needs a big hug and we both know the gypsy woman said a smart lady listens to the smart man who can help heal them.
Come sit on my lap and let's talk about whatever pops up.
There is only so much time in which we can wander and wonder before there is no more time. Sometimes death gets in the way and sometimes it is other things.
She said the last time she was on her back she closed her eyes and for just a minute thought I was there.
She said she doesn't want to tell me in person or share such thoughts aloud for she fears where they might lead.
I told her it could mean me in her mouth and she hit me, 'be serious.'
'I am, it would definitely happen because we both like it.
She told me to remember this when I woke and to help her remember. I promised I'd try and reminded her about how stubborn she can be.
'You still know how to get to me. Keep the faith.'
When I woke I whispered these words and walked into the future.
This is more of a placeholder, a note to myself to review the posts here and update if needed.
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