December 06, 2019

About That Kiss

There was a time not so long ago when that Shmata Queen told me she really liked kissing and being kissed by me.

A time where she said all sorts of things and though it is always true that some things change, some things don't.

Which is to say I don't think she ever stopped like kissing or being kissed by me. It was only circumstances that impacted it or so I believe.

As to whether any of that is meaningful, significant or useful wiser men than I can argue. I am not that smart or that clever.

But I am that stubborn, tenacious and determined. I call bullshit on lots of things.

Been right and been wrong which is exactly why this feels applicable.

So about that kiss, well the damn woman would be lucky to have her lips on mine one more time and maybe I would be lucky too.

Or maybe I would just say no. :)

December 01, 2019

A Kiss Isn't Always Just A Kiss

Told that SQ that a kiss in the name of science is important because you have to know if the electricity lasts forever and a lifetime or just a short while and fizzes out.

Said I would gladly feed her and mentioned such feeding has only been done a handful of times during 20 some years--there is an ache.

Such thing happened quite often 25 years before, but in the 25 years it has faded into almost nothing and one would change it if one could.

So many thoughts. So many questions. So many ideas.

November 25, 2019

Stories And More

Oh, if only I didn't have a 9 AM meeting the stories I would write at length in one of these joints.

But I can't allow myself to get into tales of legs, dark eyes, souls and connections---at least not tonight.

Maybe tomorrow or the next day, the magic will flow freely somewhere.

November 23, 2019

Shmata Queen Musings

Been drinking Scotch for long enough to feel the effects and am tempted to tell the Shmata Queen what I really think but probably won't unless it is face to face.

Got lots to say if I choose to speak but again some things have to be done in person just because.