Why I Blog

 Been a minute since I last updated so I thought I would reference an older post about Why I Blog. 

 Here at the keyboard I commune with others and speak about my life. I offer my insecurities and my beliefs. I open my mind and try to learn about the world around me. I am always searching and seeking for new things to learn. I am an educational hedonist. 

 I have many refuges. There are places I seek during times of trouble and uncertainty. There are physical locations that feed and nurture my soul, places in Ojai and the Los Padres National Forest. There are areas around Malibu and beaches in Hawaii. 

 Around Jerusalem, in the Negev and near Joshua Tree. On top of Yosemite Falls and elsewhere. These are places that I seek because I find them to be relaxing. They help me find myself and reconnect.

This is all still basically true.

Writing is still where I figure out the important stuff and sometimes have conversations with others.

Calling out

 Earth to SQ, Earth to SQ.

How Long

 How Long will I be forced to wait...

Note To Self

 This is more of a placeholder, a note to myself to review the posts here and update if needed.

That Was Surprising

 Got news last week that surprised me. Been wondering about it all for days now 'cuz I don't have the details and specifics.

You could say I don't need them and then again maybe I do.

In My Dreams

 She showed up in my dream again and I woke up wondering where she was. We had part of the discussion there that I hope to have here...awake.

You might argue that it matched my thoughts and hope so closely that it would have to be a dream. Might be truth in that but then again we didn't expect to find each other and we did.

Came from different places and somehow ended up in the same one. No telling if that matters or not today, but I would be disappointed if we were farther apart.

I have thoughts and questions that need to be addressed.

Not Quite Where It Began

It is not quite where it began but this place is a big part of the pieces of the puzzle that make up that particular part of life. The one I never expected or believed would come about that turned into something more.

One I wanted to dig into and find out more about to see if what I suspected was something based in fantasy or reality.

And a million years and a dozen life times later I still wonder and I still suspect my gut feeling is correct.