Helter Skelter is the word and the song of the moment. I feel like I am back in the midst of the storm and I am doing my damnedest to stay in the eye.
I am doing my best to just take things as they come and to let it all unfold. Life always seems to be easier when I do that but it is not easy. My nature isn't to be so relaxed about some things. Kind of funny to me because in some areas I have tremendous patience and others...not so much.
This time of life is rougher because it is a particularly long transition and I am not living where I want to be. Sometimes that frustrates me because I want to make time move faster than it is.
And then I think about all that happens when time move faster and it is bittersweet.